A Little Big Change

Feeling: nervous, anxious. 

Wanting: back to the old life.

Needing: a comfort with by pets

Thinking: still too much overthinking 

The reasons why I posted these above is: 

My dad is retired from a teacher, but he just got a new job: calebas (spelling?). That means he will have to work on weekend and on summertime and nothing like what teachers, their schedule of school- no school, summer break, spring break, Christmas break, etc. it's hitting me a little. I used to this since I was junior high school. Before became a teacher, he was worked in the hospital with mental illnesses people. 

I'm nervous and anxious, because my neighbor sold their house. The new owner just moved in. Their SUVs is parking on my front yard. I wasn't happy about it. Matt and Devery Jeppesen were building their house in Smithfield. I don't know why. 

I need a pet to cuddle. The kids are getting annoying from me when I was trying to cuddle them. They are growing up so fast. So it's time for to adopt the pet, so I can cuddle. Derek is busy with his job, like a normal for husband and father. He's still cuddling with me but I need more. 

Old life back- dad remains at teacher, the neighbor remain owner, but life is always changing. I'm hoping this won't affect me hard than it needs to be. 

Overthinking- too many stuffs in my mind. My mind needs a maid to clean up. 

I don't like change life. 

Anyway, I knit. Always knitting. I started this winterlong cowl. 

Well, I need to be an early bird in the morning. Good night.