Some day is hard to write blog, because I don't know what to say. Today is hard day. The kids' school was half day, they are out at noon. I don't have any clue why it is half day at school today. The kids are having meltdown when we got home from Smith's grocery store for food. They act like they are toddlers. Derek and I had headache because of them. They weren't good behavior in the store. They continued to be whine for the rest of afternoon. So Derek and I had enough so he went upstairs to get the medicines (sleep medicines) to calmed them down. So they, included Derek, took the naps. I was watching The Crown.
Being an adulthood and a parenthood is so HARD! I read the news stated that the house price and interest are rising. The grocery is also rising price. $100 is not enough food to cover for two weeks. Utah is becoming California. I can't make dinner everyday because the ingredients are so expensive to make a menu for one dinner. The kids are keeping hungry and hungry. I had a breakdown because of that. It is just unfair for human on the earth. We are stuck on the earth, we live here on the earth. That means we are suppose to be free of living, like the wild animals.
So I am knitting Lola's Choice fingerless mitts with the beads. One is down and one more to go. Knitting and Netflix are only to keeping me calm down with the chaos.
Hands~ we are work hard on the earth for the livings. It's not easy. One thing is so hard is restaurant, (Chuck-a-Rama) because I love it. I don't usually eat fast food restaurants. Only the real food like Chuck-a-Rama, their rolls are so damn good!
*sighs* but that is life. I am just glad that knitting and Netflix are existing. I don't know what to do without them.
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